A New Life

Some people know what happened at the wedding, and some even know what happened after. Like I said before, I plan to turn this into my everyday blog. So here's the first real blog entry.

There's not much to say that I want broadcasted all over the Internet. In short, my husband and I are moving back to Texas, and will be living with his mother, sister and her husband and possibly his brother.

Mostly it is a new start. We will be looking for new jobs when we get there. We're hoping to find some quickly, as we need to pay our bills. But all-in-all, it seems like the best plan. We hope to pay off the wedding in three years or less. Once we are out of debt, we can try to save up for a home of our own or just move out into an apartment.

We don't know what the future will hold. And that scares me a lot. Being a witch, I like to try to see the future. But it's pretty obscured right now. I'm filled with fear and anxiety, and there's too many possible outcomes. But we're hoping we are making the right choice.

If anyone is still reading this, please pray for us and send your hope and love our way. We promise to send it back threefold. But then again, I suppose we are already getting that ourselves.

In hard times it has always been tradition to cling to one's faith. So here's a thought I am trying to keep with me at all times. "God loves me, and if he takes care of the little birds of the field, there's enough in this world to take care of me, too." God provides, and we need to be open to recieve. So I am trying to keep fear at bay. It's a hard lesson. And I'm not too good at it, but at least I am trying. And that's the point, isn't it?